I hold in my hands
the ability
to ruin the best of situations.
though too often
I get confused,
and shift the wrong set of shoulders
upon myself;
now I’m unsure
of who is responsible,
and if there’s anything even left
to ruin.
blue
stop staring at me
my body is so small compared to the sun
my heart is so small
Ellen Kennedy, “i want to kill everyone and then myself” (via johnsteinbeck-)
(Source: larmoyante, via fruitbatties)
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on, it was like a trip.
through neon clouds
and flashing,
throbbing light spots,
i hallucinated.
i hallucinated you,
and for you.
i longed for the shadow
who would have held the gun,
too;
and i cry tears, still,
still not knowing
if they are from you,
or for you.
and to think,
i have gotten what i wanted.
And how far can I carry the thought of you
when already the snow won’t hold me.— O. Kalytiak Davis



